I had a moment. Today I recognized this: I've always been a nervous person with a penchant for panic. Lately, something will trigger me to freak out about something, but I will forget what the trigger was for like 10 minutes at a time. I'll feel all nervous and crazy and rack my brain trying to figure out what made my heart start palpitating. Then, much later, I'll remember. It could be good or bad: "Oh yeah, so-and-so emailed me out of the blue and I was really excited to hear from her." "Oh yeah, I forgot to do such-and-such at work." "Oh yeah, I forgot to pay the electric bill."
This is really bad, actually.
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